Sickening

i think i ate too much
or too little
whichever is the case
i don't really care
not that it matters
when all that you should
be concerned 'bout
is that i'm 'bout to vomit

i'll puke all over you
if i have to
and you don't have to order
me 'round anymore
i might have dropped that liberty
into your hands foolishly
but right 'bout now
if i have to strangle your neck
just to loosen the ties--
i will...

for all i've ever become is a wreck
since the day i was blinded
not to see how sickening it is
to have offered you too much
out of everything there is
and to have vomitted too much
from everything there isn't.