Curses and Lies

Down the drain,
it was sucked--
and chewed;
and spitted.

Blood stains left my mouth sore and dry.
Unable to stop myself from screaming;
Lost control and I found myself cussing.
I can feel myself slowly dying all over again.

Never want to hear one word from you
All you have me listen to is one hell of accusations
With your need to have someone attend to your frustrations
Estranged, battered, restrained within the whole of you.

I'd rather have every breath of my life
snuffed out of me in an instant
Than have to go on living
in a messed up world.

I'd rather have you inflict upon me
every physical pain ever heard of
Than have to go on bearing
your constant bickering--

That I'm so damn
sick and tired of...